Monday Monday.........Remember that song?

Well it was a cold weekend and somewhat productive. Trent and I spent the entire day Saturday cleaning our closet, the one room in our house that nobody sees and the rest of it is a wreck! I have lots of laundry to catch up on tonight. We did however get to go on a date that night, well for an hour and half, to Harrigan's. Olivia has stopped taking bottles which makes it hard to get away for very long. I would so like just to sleep in together but those days are long gone. Ty gets up at 6 every morning and we take turns on the weekend getting up with him but that leaves the other alone in bed. I did put my roast on that night and it was so nice to come home from church on such a cold day to that awesome aroma! Its my favorite meal of all time and brought back some memories.
I made it the way that my nana used to. She died six months after having a stroke when I was in 6th grade. I was her only grand-child and we had a very special relationship. She kept me until I was school age and then picked me up from school everyday and I enjoyed spending Friday nights with them! I am really missing her as an adult because we have several interests in common such as cooking and sewing. I often wonder what she would think about the person I grew up to be. I wish she could have known Trent and her great-grandchildren. The same for my pawpaw who lived a year after having a stroke and then passed when I was a sophomore in college.
I have been really struggling with time management in recently having a baby in addition to my toddler. Its hard and overwhelming at times but there was a time that I did not think I would ever be married and when it was hard for us to get pregnant with Ty, I thought I may never experience having children. I try to remember that and be thankful for the craziness and mess that all of these people have brought into my life! I have not had my quiet time with God in so long. I have put him on the backburner until Sunday morning rolls around, Tuesday Ladies Class or Wednesday nights. Three times a week is not doing it for me. I need help scheduling and prioritizing. Any suggestions? Ty gets up at 6 on the dot every day. I struggle getting up with him and have not been able to do the early morning deal. I have been staying up late as well trying to get things done around the house. I guess I could while he is watching Disney but is that real quality? Somehow I think its more about quality than quanity. I was having that time in my bath, which i tried to get everynight, which changed to everyother and now its hard to ever get one! I want to spend that time after Ty goes to bed with Trent and I usually end up having to nurse and then I am just too tired and want to go to bed. I was reading "My Upmost for His Highest" and having my prayer time there. I am just so warn out all the time now and depend way too much on coffee for re-energing! Speaking of which, I need a cup to get started on the household chores I let get out of control this past weekend!